5 month after my last entry. I think I write again when I feel lonely or confused about something. Mostly confused about girl stuff, because I don’t know where to talk to. About art, work, and career I handle it by myself by thinking of it and sometime ask opinion from someone I know, I usually I/we meet some conclusion for the problem and I can move on to the next thing. About girl, if I talk about it with someone, we never really find a conclusion. I know, maybe it is not about solving the problem, but it is more likely just to talk about it. Sometime we just need to talk about our problem to feel better , right? But the thought of ” I don’t want to make my friend/family gain more problem because knowing my problem” is make me don’t want to talk about girl to them. Because usually we’ll never find a conclusion if we talk about girl. So the best thing is for me to talk about it here. I don’t know if someone write this writing, but I don’t really care, to write it all down is make me feel better.
This year is good so far. 3 of my comic title got awards!. 1 of them got 2 awards! Really happy about it. Because of that I gain more confident, especially a confident to ask people to work with me. Work with me not work for me. I experience working with a young artist with less discipline, make me upset with her, she could make a good art but not really respect the work we were working on. Which is nice, I think I will find a lot of her kind if I starting work with younger artist. ( She is some kind of local idol, so…pro tips : don’t work with someone thought them self physically beautiful, they think It is okay to do something wrong because they are beautiful [ she even didn’t apologies to me ]). The experience with her make me a step ready for this kind of problem.
I met a lot of younger artist, I don’t really have much opinion about their works. Their works are awesome, but I think they have to do something with their attitude. They think they are the best, I mean that is find with young people/ teenager, but If I think it is better to feel that way among friends. With someone older? NO that is not cool. I even never feel the better one among my friends ( but not feel worst too, never feel worst! ).
I hope I could get some more appreciation for my works this year. I’ve already make 9 comic title this year. I hope I always could be better at everything, especially with my writing and drawing skill, and more especially with girl. Have a nice day!